Sunday, October 9, 2011

Truth is...

I don't know what I'm doing.

I have no good control over my emotions.

I hate that I'm such a chick.

Yes, I let the negativity get to me.

I love it when it rains

I hate it when it rains

Ignorant people get to me A LOT and annoy the sh*t out of me

I am an ignorant person

I mess up, yes I do.

I suffer the consequences most of the time.

Others have bailed me out a lot.

I love my friends.

I love my family.

I love everyone around me.

I am selfish

I do not treat the ones I love the way I should.

It's hard for me to let go.

I trust others much too easily.

It's hard for me to put my trust in others.

I'm broken

I'm whole

I'm lost

I'm never forsaken or alone

I'll be okay.

I'll be more than okay.

I hold my own ground

I let those around me affect me.

I do not love unconditionally

I know what I need to do

Yet sometimes I don't do it.

Sometimes I don't know what to do.

Sometimes I fake it til I make it

Sometimes I just fake it

I hate the fake.

I am loved.

I love.

God should be my center

But I constantly forget.

He alone sustains me

But I'm a young girl with a wandering heart.

I stumble

I fuck up

He forgives.

He loves

He is always faithful.

One can't be found unless he/she is lost.

Find me.

And I am found.


1 comment:

Rachel Jean said...

lol so i see you have a tracker on the right side of your page... I'm that visitor from Manila, if you're wondering lol