Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i'm off to polo. but i am afraid. fear of pain. what's that called? " Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)" courtesy of phobialist.com. (:
and polo isn't even one of those get-stabbed pains, or a papercut pain, but it is a physical endurance, muscles breaking down, for me, it's a fear of giving up and the fear of knowing I cant do it. The fear that someone else can be so strong and do it so easily but i have to struggle and work so hard at it. and then the fear of not being able to do it anyway.the fear of weakness. is there a phobia for that? i will search it up... nope. sorry. but i will call it... weaknessaphobia.
anwyay, i'm at michelle's house. and she finally got out of the bathroom, so i'm going to go bathtub now. adios, my friends!