when you think you're in over your head but you ignore it.
when you know it probably wont get it, but you pursue it.
when you are almost positive it wont last, but you buy it.
when you trample on that little piece of doubt in your head and let it happen.
when you push your conscience to the back of your head and walk ahead.
when you come to a pothole in the road where things were going smooth
and you trip and fall.
when this hole is what's keeping you from goign foreward,
because your car is now totalled and dead, just like your hope.
and you begin to wonder how you'll let it go...
but you're afraid to do it anyway

that's when things get complicated in your head.