this is what i get for giving people the benefit of the doubt...
it is so hard to keep my head up and keep believing that there are good-hearted people out there with true intentions, when i'm surrounded so much by turmoil, messiness, drama drama drama, and immaturity.
but then again, who am I to judge?
where do i stand amidst it all? and who defines who i am?
how can i make new, good friends when we don't stand on the same ground?
fake it til we make it? or live the lie?
then i must remember the blessings i DO have, the friends who have been loyal and stand by my side.
everyone has their own agenda...